I'm scared
I'm scared I'm falling back in it again
I'm scared I'm going to be swallowed whole again
I'm scared of trying
I'm scared of failing
I'm scared of myself
I'm back to day two,literally.
No more day counting for me.
I'm trying to be strong and
I'm getting help but, it still seems like no one really understands.
I need rain,I need to sit in the rain and cry while it pours down,until I can feel it on the inside.
I'm tired of being afraid
I'm tired of feeling unloved and unwanted
I'm tired of feeling ugly
I'm tired of feeling useless
I'm tired of silently screaming
I'm tired of not being able to tell my closest friends the truth
I'm scared of What he'll think of me if he finds out I have problems
I'm scared of not being myself
I need help,I need help.
I scared myself last night,I wrote a poem about it and cried and cried. I have nicks on my wrist and I'm afraid for you to find out.Don't be disappointed,please.
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