My darkest nights are days to you.

'My Darkest nights are days to you'
So deep and amazing. Sometimes I feel as if I have the worst problems in the world but, really I don't. My Dad could have lost his job,my Mom could be sending me to public school and so on. Realizing how good my life really is was hard but, it is so amazing sometimesWere other times it sucks completely.
So lets get on a flighty light topic today, Hmmmm
BOYS xDD yup,Boys.Lol teenage girls think about them all the time and I'm not an exception.
My friends have so politely told me [not] that they want m to go out with this guy,even though he's my brothers age [yuck]. So he's cute,his last name rules and he can make me laugh. But, really I don't like him like that. Also I'm afraid of getting into another Derrick or David situation. I don't want my heart broken again,even though it's impossible to break something that's not fixed yet. Ugh and the thought of kissing anyone makes me gag. I mean ick really? Call me immature but, would you want some guys tongue in your mouth? Sure I've dreamt about that perfect first kiss but, who really ever gets a perfect first kiss? Zach is nice and sweet,well to me at least, but I'm just not ready for any of that. No I most likely wouldn't turn him down if he asked me out but, I wouldn't ask him. So there you are,my one reader. The answer to your question,I don't like him all that much. Even though my IM status at the moment is 'If you asked me if I loved him,I'd lie' it's just from a song and doesn't mean anything.

CAN"T WAIT FOR DNOW. I'm so ready for a spiritual awakening and I'm ready to do something about it this time.

Dinner time is near so,Pip Pip cherrio xD
Aurora