So right now My brother is getting ready to go to Florida for nine days and I'm getting ready for Rock The River. I know Rock The River will be AMAZING but, I'm still kinda of scared of going downtown with my youth group..Guess I'll just have to suck it up or find a tazer XD.
So right now I guess my life could be described by the song 'Show me What I'm looking for'(Carolina Liar) 'Cause right now I'm super confused about everything and I really want some answers.
Question one, Just Why? Why? Why? why? why?
Simple enough,Right? Wrong.
I want to know most of all what God thinks of me.
Then comes the female part of me wondering what guys are thinking. I mean seriously why is everyone so scared of letting people know what they think? Though I can't really blame them I just want to know,you know?
I've started wondering about self-harm, not that I would do it just wondering if i would help. Which I have concluded to a 'NO' Cuz then I'd have my parents and brother on my back about it and stuff. But I really need some way to get this out and I HATE crying so that isn't the answer. I also find it hard talking to others about my feelings (Big surprise,Right?] So it's like I have to keep it bottled up but, I scared about what'll happen when the pressure becomes unbarable and I explode..
I have alot to think about and I'm guessing you're getting quiet bored with my rambling so I bid you adu.
Signed a very confused,
~Aurora~
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