Automatic[Tokio hotel..look it up!!!]

So yeah, latley I've been in this state of almost sleep walking,not really enjoying to much but not hating anything either. Really the only song that comes to mind is 'Falling isiden the black' by Skillet. I'm not sure why though... I've just been dealing with some things right now,not really serious things but just normal teenagery junk like guys and stuff. I also haven't been able to get sleep AT ALL. None,Zip,Nadda. Even If I do sleep a long time I still wake up tired and groggy. And again I'm still having trouble with God and finding out who my real friends are. There's a war going on between my Best friends cousin and my other good friend. I feel so in the middle of it and I bawled my eyes out tonight. I'm definitely taking my BfF's cousin's side,but I'm just so angry at my good friend. I told her EVERYTHING and then she goes and blows up in my face,she won't talk to me and I just can't take it. I have to tell someone,it's totally disrupting what youth group is supposed to be and I'm SICK of it. I just can't take all of this anymore.
On a lighter note I have a dance coming up and I'm SOOOOOOOO excited,though I'm nervous about guys asking me to dance and vice versa but, overall I think I'm going to have an excellent time.

That's a piece of my brain for now,
Aurora